Want
(...)
I want to know how it'll end.
I want to be sure of what it'll cost.
I want to strangle the stars for all they promised me.
I want you to call me on your drug phone.
I want to keep you alive so there is always the possibility of murder..
.. later.
(...)
I want to remember when my nightmares were clearer.
(...)
I want you to know the wounds are self-inflicted.
I want a controlling interest.
I want to be somewhere beautiful when I die.
I want to be your secret hater.
I want to stop destroying you but I can't.
(...)
Nicole Blackman - Liquid (Recoil) 2000